Oh what a day! I will never ever ever understand the opposite sex. I suppose they say the same thing. But come on!!! I swear, this is it. If this doesn't work out, I am DONE. Not forever but for a long, long time. I just can't endure anymore heartache and pain. I have prayed. I have and continue to seek God. And I make it clear from the beginning of my intentions and that the Big Guy comes first. So why do I have so many problems with men? I've tried all different types as well. Older. Younger. White. Black. Puerto Rican. Italian. Irish. Russian. That's like every "kind" there is haha And I've dated men of God. So again, what's the problem? Oh my sweet Jesus please help me. Show me what you want me to do. I am forever yours. I love you. Eternally.